Privacy and respect

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 | |

I'm not sure if I should be angry or hurt. A-man told me he read this blog. I didn't tell him that I had a blog but I guess he found out, How? Does he look at browser history to see "where" I've been? Why? That's probably the only way he found out. I don't think I've written anything here that he doesn't know already but it bothered me that he can't respect my privacy. I don't hide anything from him. I get irrationally annoyed at the slightest of things. I know this about myself but I can't help it. As long as it doesn't hurt anyone who cares. I don't filter anything that I say to him cuz well, he's my husband, what's the point of hiding or not being able to speak your mind and be completely comfortable? I didn't keep this blog from him to make it a secret, I honestly thought he just wouldn't care or he would make fun of me for going mainstream. but now he knows and I just feel like he took away a piece of me that was mine, all mine. I'm trying to use this as a release for any pent up anger, dilemmas, concerns, stresses and the like so hopefully I don't take it out on him. I hope to continue to do so and it's getting more and more comfortable sharing here even though it may or may not be read by someone I do or do not want to see. I hope the release will help shed away some of my issues so I can focus on what's important, my family and our health.

1 comments:

asiangard said...

Oh, I know how you feel. It sucks that he would check your history. Everyone needs a place to let it all out. You could always make it private or add friends only kind of thing. BTW the picture of the day is so cute!