Happy Easter!

I'm home alone for the second time since having Elle. I don't get many chances to be left alone because A-man is scared to death of taking care of Elle all by himself so if he has to watch her for extended periods of time, he takes her to his parents house. This morning they went to his grandparents house to celebrate Easter. I did not join them because of some personal issues I have with his family but I'm glad to have this time alone. I'm kinda in a daze to what I should do with my rare precious alone time. I should be sleeping because I spent all night last night making this:


and with Elle waking up every 2 hours, I wasn't able to sleep more than 30 minutes.

I could be exercising since I have a new elliptical machine in the basement that barely got touched since I dropped a ton of money on it. But it's in the cold basement with no light and no TV. It doesn't even have a rack to hold a book or a magazine so it's kinda boring.

I also have a ton of things that I want to make for my etsy shop but I'm a little sore from sitting in front of the machine for so long last night.

I'm just enjoying the fact that my attention is purely on one thing right now instead of listening out for my baby waking up from a nap or watching her play with her toys. I can finally focus all my attention on something without interuption, something I haven't been able to do since July 1, 2007. But I'm not complaining, it's just my new normal and today, this moment, right now, is just soooo different yet blissfully refreshing.