So, Abigail is 4 months old on Monday. I am 4 months post partum. I feel nauseous.
Let's put that all together. I am nauseous, I can't stand the smell of korean food or any kind of food, I have a head ache and my body hurts.
I think I'm pregnant.
how much does that suck? A-man was supposed to get his little pee wee snipped since I was pregnant with Abby but like everything else, he takes his sweet little time and he's the one that is absolutely adamant about only having 2 kids but then he's the one who wakes me up in the middle of the night!! So I tested today and it's negative so I might just be going crazy or getting the flu but I've had the flu before and I've been sick before and in my 34 years of life, I have never been nauseous unless pregnant. Some people say that it'll take a month for the hcg levels to be detected and my doctor friend just gave me a pregnancy test that they use at the hospital which I'm assuming may be better than the ones I buy and it's negative so let's pray that it stays that way.
By the way, I've been nauseous for a few days now, today being the worst. and I can't for the life of me remember when we DTD. I'm going to wait one more week and test again which will surely be the definite answer so stay tuned.
Also, I'm not against having more children BUT not now, not while I'm taking care of Abby, not when Abby needs me and since A-man will surely get the V done by the time I will be ready to have a baby, this will be our last baby UNLESS I'm pregnant now. If I didn't have such a crappy pregnancy, it wouldn't matter but I can't function for a good 4 months so I just can't have this right now nor ever really. It's such a conundrum.
I'm going to retest on Christmas which will be ironic since I found out I was pregnant last Christmas. How fucking twisted is that?
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Friday, December 18, 2009 | at 11:01 PM |
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Holy smokes. I will need an update on this as soon as you have confirmation either way. Fingers crossed for you, honey. ((hugs))
omg! you better update on this and fast.
Okay - keep breathing lady!! Keep breathing. You don't know until you know - ya know? :)
What's funny is I took a test this morning - totally early as well. Because I've felt the same symptoms as I had with P.
I totally here you on the getting woken up in the middle of the night thing, however.
I went off of BC over a year ago and so now I make R use condoms (yes, it feels like we're in college) - and there are times we are soooo tempted - but I know I'd end up preggers.
Anyway, just keep breathing and hold on tight.
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